Today some of my cousins had a baby shower for my sister in law. Oh did I mention, my brother got married only last year and on the way to become a father.
Anyway for some reason I couldn’t attend the shower. But I was depressed the whole day. I went to the park for a walk in the evening. Annoyingly enough the park is full of parents with their toddlers. I wondered if I will ever get pregnant. Will I ever know the joy of becoming a mother. Will I ever have the experience of parenting. My hubby confessed that he too was depressed due to our infertility.
I am seeing my doctor tomorrow. She said we’ll do a natural cycle IUI this month. Am not sure….