I have a job interview tomorrow but I am not even preparing for it. For many years now I am giving less priority to my career. Also since hubby is against it. He thinks I can’t take up fertility treatment if I have a full time demanding job.
I used learn classical dance for more than 4 years but I gave that up too upon somebody’s advice. Now I regret it.
I didn’t buy some expensive clothes because I am hoping that I will become pregnant any time and don’t want them to be wasted.
I just realised I have put my life on hold for a baby that I don’t even know will ever be born.
I feel I am going down this road not knowing where it will lead me.