Two weeks ago, my mother in law turned 60 and there was a party with all relatives. Also my sister in law is now in her 9th month of pregnancy. There was a ceremony for her too around the same time.
I was the only sad person during the happy events. I realised I am jealous of everyone who is happy 😦
Of course on FB I can’t stand mothers posting birthday pics of their babies and their happy family photos. I unfollow them.
Last year there was a get together of my hubby’s friends. All the friends’ wives are mothers and I remember we were sitting in this room and they went on about their mothering experiences. I felt suffocated and couldn’t be in the room. I excused myself and left the room.
Next month my younger brother will become a father. I don’t know how I will handle that.